To see full screen video please tap the 4 corner square at bottom right of video screen when you press the “play” triangle middle of video image.
At least that’s how it works on my iPad Pro 17 😊
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(narrating voice to iPad to type, with a little touching up)
several things came to me today as I worked on the second panel in a series of three with the third being the final completion I hope
one is how many different so many different things are coming at me as I’m painting at one time that I just seem to have forgotten about
for instance, I’m noticing the stark difference between the first lay, and the second lay in in terms of its affect on me and yet I’m also seeing the similarity in linkage of where one worked into the other
on the one hand I have the feelings I experienced with my wife in Vermont the morning after we had arrived that night and seen this image these mountains, the sky and the sun coming out and the little cabin out there just absorbing it
on the other hand I’m also experiencing the feelings as I apply the paint on the canvas and feel the textures as they begin to appear and feel the colors as they blend and mesh against each other
and all the time all this is going on I have to kind of force myself to still keep to the image itself the photo, and yet release myself to enjoy the mesh and texture of the colors as they create different sensations across the canvas

and of course, I can only talk of this afterwards like now because in the process itself the tug and pool of the paint and texture of the canvas against the image of the photo so many years apart, and all the feelings that are part of that photo in time well that’s really all I can do is just pay attention to that
what comes up next for me with the third panel is where I try to complete all the layering and finish with a rendition of my photo on canvas that satisfies meshing all those things the past the present and how I would like to see this picture end up in the near future, I hope.
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(back to typing, for now)
Getting a little better with my voice-diction to type-on-virtual-blog-page – Yay!
Not sure how long a finished 3rd canvas panel will take me, but may be more willing now, vs in the early to mid-2000s when I was at my impressionist mode peak of productivity and production, to accept what my blend of emotions and and expectations comes up with.
Art is definitely a collaborative effort of past present and future, but just realizing it’s more internal for me than I gave it credit to, vs – what will people think…well, that vacillating balance, that’s important for me to feel and realize. The relinquishing of one’s art, my art, to myself, is sometimes more scary than gearing my productivity to outside expectations.
But goodness, I hadn’t realized most of that discussion – tug and pull — was me with myself — but then, even so, when did it also ever not include all the voices we’d absorbed since before we even knew there voices, knew there were these parents, and so many others whose voices were speaking with us – since inception….
Quite a linage we carry with ourselves since before we were even I or me I like that 😊🙏❤️
— 1st of my planned 3-post-sequence re the creative-process of First Cabin Light
https://felipeadanlerma.com/2025/12/18/my-1st-blog-post-since-august-this-year-2025-like-starting-new/
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Below is my originating photo image from a trip Sheila and I took to her home state of Vermont 2016 –

Fine Art America
https://felipeadan-lerma.pixels.com/featured/first-cabin-light-felipe-adan-lerma.html?product=poster
Saatchi Art
https://www.saatchiart.com/print/Photography-First-Cabin-Light-circa-2016/2369095/11373649/view
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My standard closing below – for now 😊
I hope you’ll visit my Saatchi Art & Fine Art America sites and enjoy browsing my growing collections there. Prints are also available, though the bulk of my work on Saatchi is originals. Fine Art America includes gift items like coffee mugs, towels and much more 😊
Thanks so much for stopping by! 🙏 ❤️
Adan
Saatchi Art – My Vermont art & prints
https://www.saatchiart.com/art-collection/Vermont/2369095/894683/view
Fine Art America – My Vermont images & gifts
https://felipeadan-lerma.pixels.com/collections/vermont
This page on WordPress –
https://felipeadanlerma.com/2025/12/20/follow-up-blog-post-after-my-1st-blog-post-since-august-2025-earlier-this-week-definitely-like-starting-new/
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Online
Saatchi Art – https://www.saatchiart.com/FelipeAdanLerma
– originals & prints –
Fine Art America – https://felipeadan-lerma.pixels.com
– prints & gifts –
Pinterest – https://pin.it/18WFxAXTk – Adan’s art
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Physical spaces
SEABA ( South End Arts & Business Association ) – https://www.seaba.com – Vermont – (802) 859-9222
The Old Bakery & Emporium – https://www.austintexas.gov/department/old-bakery-and-emporium –
downtown Austin – (512) 974-1300
Primal Gallery – https://primalgallery.com –
west of Austin in the Hill Country – (512) 829-4647
Bee Caves Arts Foundation – https://beecavearts.foundation –
Bee Cave, Texas west of Austin – (512) 522-9467
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Social Media
Instagram – https://instagram.com/felipeadanlerma
Facebook – https://www.facebook.com/FelipeAdanLerma
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Twitter – https://twitter.com/FelipeAdanLerma
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